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Monday, June 16, 2003
yay for UM ARMY. that was so much fun. besides building 2 porches, a ramp, a floor, a wall, and other miscelanneous stuff, I think I've fallen in love 3 times this past week. One's 16, one's 18, one's 22. I am going to combine them into one super perfect person and marry them. Or just move to Pakistan and marry them all...... The 16 year old was exactly like Emily Bates, except for her face..... everything else reminded me of her. So we got along really well, and talked alot. So she wins the nice/compatability award (and probably the best eyes). The 18 year old was British (yum) and she was the sweet one, but still lots of fun, and she has a great accent (even though its not a hispanic one...) She was probably the prettiest too, like CoverGirl material, but not in a slutty way at all. The 22 year old was just the most fun person ever. I've decided I have to marry someone very laid back, that puts enjoying themself before everything else. This girl was just crazy (and too old for me), and seemed to have fun whatever she was doing. Oh yeah, and she's hot, and plays guitar. So I came home from UM ARMY and saw Amy, and realized that she is wonderful too, and she's actually my girlfriend, so I guess that makes 4 women that I'll have to meld into one. But to top it all off, the perfect-girl has to have red hair and be a mexican..... hahaha, I don't know how that would work, but I'm sure its possible..... anyways, I should stop, since I have a girlfriend.....
That's all for now!
10:33 AM
Tuesday, June 03, 2003
I'm already bored with summer. I can't take 2 months of this. I actually can't wait to go to work, I was actually going to volunteer to work doubleshifts all week, except the boss doesn't want to have to pay me overtime hours. I just need to get out of here. Out of this house, out of this town. But realistically, out of this house.... It's just like one huge room, no privacy, you just go to one corner of it and pretend like you can do something by yourself until a parent drops in some comment about what you're doing.... "Ooh, what website is that? Oh hey! I like that TV show...." so much for being alone..... I wish my mom would get a damn job. One of us is going to have to get out of this house....
I could be hanging out with friends, except they are all more than an hour away from me, some more than a 1000 miles away from me (hi john), and Amy's out of town, like always. Whoever is reading this, just put up with my whining, because this is the only place that I get to.
Apparently I did something to Mika warranting her not talking to me... I wasn't aware though. We were friends I guess the first week she was here, we at least talked, and then all of a sudden she just can't stand the sight of me or Amy anymore.... so then I have to find out from my mom and Erik that she moved to Dallas to live with her dad for the summer. How nice of her to tell me. If she's reading this, please tell me what the deal is, or just give me a call when you get over it.
But I hope she's not reading this, because I'm about to talk about Amy...
We had an interesting conversation the other day. It started out about Mika, she's worried that she will mess things up, like what happened last time, which was actually nobody's fault, it just sucked...... but that's not going to happen again..... and then she said that she's kinda scared because, "This relationship actually means something to her, and that's not normal...." So, I guess that's good.... I don't want it to get too serious though, and I doubt it will, but it feels wierd for me too, because I really like her too.... But we're definitely not looking for the relationship I had last year, which, although it was great, it's not something you put yourself through twice in high school. Plus, the more attached you get, the more it hurts to detach.... learned that one already.... I think I'm still feeling the aftershock of the end of the Mika thing....actually, this might not have anything to do with that, in fact I don't know why it matters at all.... I just want to keep her talking to me, as a friend, but she goes back and forth....
I guess that's all, I didn't think I would have that much to talk about...
12:29 PM
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