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Sunday, January 26, 2003
Honoree was great. That was definitely the funnest dance ever. I wish Mika had been there, but her stupid friend lost her driver's license. Silly Mika.... fickle fickle fickle... no comment. She is definitely my kryptonite. That's OK, I'm wearing tin-foil underpants.
Oh right, the dance.... Jennifer was beautiful! Ohman! It makes me sad that she is completely unattainable. Ohwell.... we danced alot. It's not that I like her really (well, no more than any heterosexual guy).... you just can't help thinking about it..... It also might have to do with the fact that I'm single, and I really don't like that. I'm not the single type. I don't know why. Wierd. Stupid. But she is just another friend (at least most of the time). A really hot friend, but nonetheless, a friend.
We ate at La Carreta's. It was great, because it was free. And it was yummy. But mexican food doesn't feel too great after dancing for 3 hours straight.... speaking of mexican food, Rosa was at the dance. OHMYGOSH,HOT! Yeah, big surprise. She came with her stupid novio from Henderson, but the funny thing is that I saw her dancing with this white guy (preppy sophomore). So, it can be done! It gives me hope... I am on a mission now.... to cross the Rio Grande (not literally, but metaphorically... get it?) If not Rosa, then maybe Angelica... close enough.
'Nuff about mexicans.... on to my white folk. By that, I mean Amy. Could she be any more obvious? No, I don't think so... the tension is there.
So, we danced a whole lot.... it was cool.... and we've been flirting alot lately. This seems so stupid, but ohwell. I'm thinking.......thinkingthinkingthinking. dunno... no conclusions yet.
y despues del baile... we went to Jennifer's house to watch a movie. Fight Club, was the best movie ever. I loved it. But it was more than 2 hours long, so I didn't get home til after 4. Then I went to work at 8am! woohoo... that's why I now must go to sleep
zzzz
10:27 PM
Thursday, January 23, 2003
Here's a quickie update:
4 new people at work, 2 of them were there tonite.... I don't think I'm going to like them. The girl is extremely hot, but I can tell she's gonna be kinda the lazy type. Did I mention that she is really hot? The guy works hard, but he cusses like a sailor! I've never heard the f-word used in so many different ways in one sentence. Now that is talent. I haven't met the other 2 yet, but I hope they're cool.
Got my tux today. That stupid lady got me pants with like a 2000 inch waist. I also got my inspection passed, FINALLY! They said all I needed was new windshield wipers. Since they didn't notice the other, more expensive problems, I went with that, and got the stupid sticker.
I really want to do a new layout for the site... too bad I'm not smart enough to make my own or something. This template does funny things to my posts. I dunno....
Oh, to anyone who doesn't know, honoree is this weekend ("White Supremacy Dance", as Hayden calls it). Hence, why I got the tuxedo.... I have a hot asian date, so I'm happy. Well, it's not really a date, we're just friends, but whatever. It'll be fun. I hope.
Next weekend: I have to play music for the junior high dance! AK! I will go insane. What do 13 year olds listen to, anyways???? Ohwell, I get lots of money for it. My $400 ski trip is now going to cost less than $100!
OK, I'm curious. Does anyone else just go to random blogs, find one that's cool, that they can relate to, and then keep up with their posts? Am I the only one? If you are out there, tell me AOL sn TylaJ04
Well, must do homework. These 3 AP classes are killing me, plus 20-25 hour work weeks.
Shakespeare.
He's not cool.
Not at all.
7:59 PM
Wednesday, January 15, 2003
I'm hoping that by writing nonsense in this blog, I will be more prepared to write my personal essay for English when that time comes. Knowing my procrastinatorial nature, that could be a while.
Here's my funny stupid story today:
4th period English is right after lunch, right about time for me to be taking my siesta.... but instead we listen to Ms. Johnson drone about English and stupidly turn off the lights when we use the overhead. Needless to say, it is impossible for me to stay awake. Anyways, today I was in that state of half consciousness where I couldn't even distinguigh between reality and dreams, and I couldn't keep my eyes open for the life of me. Seriously. In one of my dreams, I was eating everything that the teacher was talking about. It wasn't like a word that I was eating, it was the idea..... So, she was talking about literary technical terms, and I was eating a bowl of Soliluquy Soup..... it was pink. Eating Abstract Soup. There's a good band name for ya...
I haven't blogged in a while... here's what you missed:
Mika is gone... but the last nite she was here was wonderful.... I was really worried about if it would be possible for us to have a friendship, or anything decent and functional... but now there is definitely hope. After eating supper with her and her mom, we came to town looking for her friends that she wanted to see before she left. But we couldn't get hold of anyone, so we ended up driving and talking for and hour. Then, she brought me back to my car, and we talked there for another hour.... about wierd stuff, like her diet, her next semester, all her friends, and NATHAN (six letter word for "the reason our relationship fell to shit")... but it was cool, and it was like we were friends... and we are... so yay.
It made me very happy, that things were stable and ended on such a good note.
Well, sorry, but I'm not really in the blogging mood.... maybe it could be this black cloud of a paper that is hanging over my head....
Oh yeah, Area. poop. that's what it is. I got 20th out of 35 i think... I thought I deserved about 10th though...... but the middle section was all so close, it was hard to tell... ohwell.... I didn't even play my best either. I got it next year.... I hope... I wish.....
11:13 PM
Friday, January 10, 2003
Billly Madison is my hero..... well, not really....
But speaking of going back to school - new classes
1 - AP Calculus - No change, except the gay 14 year old black super ghetto super genius isn't there anymore. Weep. Oh, and no more 7ft 2in Russian basketball star. Ohwell, it's still fun with dirtySanchez and Amy.
2 - AP Spanish 5 - Whoa. Qué opinas tú de las papeles tradicionales de los hombres y las mujeres, y cómo estan cambiando ahorra? Como te ha afectado? OK, not only do I not even speak Spanish, but the conversations we are having are above my head in English anyways! Eep. That class wins the "eye candy" award though, because there is a hot mexican (19 years old, straight out of Mexico), an almost hot mexican that plays the guitar, Amelia, and Robyn. Ohyezzzz.....
3 - Band - Area tryouts are tomorrow! I'm hoping for the "I Didn't Make A Complete Fool Out of Myself This Year" award. But making All-State would be nice too.....
4 - AP English 3 - I hate English with a flamin' passion. Today we had 40 minutes to explain and justify a Shakespeare quote.... Don't even get me started on impromptu writing with short time limits.... I finally got going with something good to write about, and the timer went off, so I turned it in with an introduction and a wimpy first paragraph, THE END. Ms. Johnson scares me.... I guess she's nice, but I'm not for sure yet. I just hope I can get out of that class alive. Oh, and that is the most random class. All kinds of people from Amy to Johnbradley to Grahamthompson to Johnmosby to Prestonlanier to Clintwoodcock.... in other words nerd, freak, prep, black guy, choirboy, idiot........ It's quite interesting! That sounded pretty mean.... it's just a generalization, I actually like all of those people, more or less..... just to make the point that the class is the randomest assortment of people.....
So, that's my life for the next 4 months.
Got a paycheck and a tax return today..... too bad paychecks don't make me happy anymore, because I don't get to keep them! It all goes straight to my parents.....
Well, tonite....... maybe I'll go see Mika, and eat supper with her. Much like our relationship, I'm not sure right now. That is a long way to drive, and alot of gas, and who knows if she will be pleasant to be around...
I got rid of half of my family for the weekend... too bad my Dad is still in town... blast! Ohwait, too bad I'm not even gonna be here at all.....
I really don't know why I made that comment about Mika and I's relationship...... We ARE broken up.... really..... no uncertainty. Not that that means anything, but whatever.... Adios!
5:39 PM
Monday, January 06, 2003
Back to school, Back to school
To prove to Dad that I'm not a fool!
I got my lunch packed up,
my boots tied tight,
I hope I don't get in a fight!
Ohhhh, back to school! Back to school! Back to school!
9:56 PM
I don't feel like blogging.
Sorry, world.
12:07 AM
Thursday, January 02, 2003
so, here's the latest:
watched crappy late nite television after I blogged last nite, couldn't sleep until about 3am when I finally dozed off..... I watched "Nuestra Belleza de Mexico", the Miss Mexico competition on the spanish channel..... that's some good stuff...... then my cell phone rang at 8 this morning, and here's the conversation:
"nggggggsgflaskjfl;askjf;aksdf.... hello...>?"
"foiwejf asdoifsajlkjfwei dskfiw sifoewkfjfa sid fiwejfwsla diofjoe eie akutofu" {japanese}
"w....huh?"
"foiwejf asdoifsajlkjfwei dskfiw sifoewkfjfa sid fiwejfwsla diofjoe eie akutofu" {japanese}
"uh....... wrong number...."
"oh! so sorry! byebye!"
stupid asians
I went back to sleep until 1 oclock.....
Here's the haunting dream that prompted me to write this blog.....
I could relate the whole dream, but it is just way too whack, and it would scare everyone...... so it ended with Mika saying to me, "Why can't you be happy without me???" It came completely randomly, and then the dream went on, just like normal.... it had something to do with this rocket type thing that we were playing some wierd game with..... and that was that..... it was just haunting, that's the only way to describe it....... and then I woke up, and it's still there..... hmmmm
Best Band in the World: Ours
(well, not really, but they're damn good)
Well, I should go, since I have much better things to do (hahaha.... HAHAHA!) whatever
1:50 PM
Wait, didn't I promise not to talk about Mika and Amy anymore....? ohwell, you can see why I don't make New Year's resolutions, it would never work......
1:15 AM
So I guess I'm obligated to write about what happened on New Years..... well, not obligated, but what else would I talk about?
I, of course, went to Amy's house at 9..... lots more random people were there than I expected.... lots of blonde hair.... it was kinda fun, I guess..... Michael and I were the only guys, but it was kinda cool.... Amy was on one of her girl power trips where she has to make it known that she is too good for me and all guys, and rub it in my face... but whatever.... she was just being rude.... Mika and Erik and Bo and Jenny came by.... they obviously didn't feel welcome..... and they also probably thought they were too good for the whole thing.... but whatever.... plus they had "other things" to do..... that is, after Jenny got her car stuck in the mud..... so my evening involved lots of giggling, lots of chick flicks, lots of food, a 20 minute drive to Michael's house on freakishly narrow roads, band conversations with Emily's friend, scandalous pictures with Emily...... but then it got better.... emilybates finally showed up at 430..... i decided to support her johnmark habit, and we drove (nay; raced) over to his house at 5, trying to wake him up every way possible.... but we failed miserably.... she went home to her bed, and i went to Mika's to say hi, or bye, or whatever...... so that was that..... then I drove around aimlessly, and ended up back at Amy's, to doze off on her floor with Emilymorris and Keri cackling uncontrollably..... next thing I know, Amy is kicking me like mad, making me wake up and leave.... and everyone else was gone... and I was so confused.... so I left..... went home, thought I was gonna stay awake, carpe diem..... but I dozed off on the comfy chair with 2 biscuits in my lap.... and woke up at 4...... and that was my new years! Im sure I've left something out, but it couldn't have been too extremely important......
yeah, Mika makes me sad.... she is ruining her life, and I am letting her.... maybe sometimes I'm even helping her....... and in turn it will help to ruin my life...... so I don't know what to do...... but at least we are friends now... maybe that is a good thing.... I think it is up to me....
and Amy makes me sad..... in another life, another town, another situation, I would probably go out with her, because she [can be] great sometimes...... but I've decided that if I date anyone this year, or start a real relationship it should be 100% random.... no previous attachment..... because that's bad.... but wait! I live in Nacogdoches! that's impossible..... I hate this place.
how did you like that poem last week? Im good, eh? I'll tell you where you can find some interesting poetry, try Erik's blogspot.... yeeeeeahhh..... we knew it all along...... wonder if he knows who all reads his blog..... he'd be surprised....
So, my sleeping and eating patterns are all messed up...... it's past midnite, and I feel like I should be making plans for the evening...... i've also only been eating one meal a day..... its always a big meal, no doubt, but I only have time to eat once a day..... kinda sucks!
oh, the randomness: went to Charles' house to watch a movie the other nite with Emily and Mika..... I didn't want to go alone, because I SWEAR he is gay..... well, maybe not, i hope not... but he is such a neat freak, and well... you would just have to know him.... but he says he is straight, and has told me about his girlfriends and stuff..... it's a mystery......
now that I'm rambling, maybe i'll go to bed..... except i have only been awake for 7 hours, and im not tired.... but I have nothing else to do!
12:25 AM
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