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Saturday, December 28, 2002
I am stuck.
stuckstuckstuckstuckstuckstuckstuckstuckstuckstuckstuck
fuck!
nowhere to go
no way to show
nobody knows
too many hoes
these are my woes
nowhere to go
away
the end
11:37 PM
Thursday, December 26, 2002
where are my old blogs???? they've disappeared! this archive thing is POOP
man, they were classics too....... ohwell
2:42 AM
I proclaim this to be a completely pointless post, because I have nothing to say...... so I guess I'll just go ahead and say it....
I have a new obsession. It's called bluegrass music. It really rocks my socks off. This stage in my life, as you may know, isn't completely filled with gleeful, giddy moments; so this is how I get my jollies..... You can't help but crack a smile, and bust out dancing like a fool! It's like a drug.... a happy pill.... As soon as I get sick of moping in boredom and female-induced hysteria, I have to get a fix of bluegrass music.... all's good for a while, but it soon wears off, and the incessant song in my head changes back to something melancholy and droning (Blue October....?) I'm just wierd. To prove that point, let me tell you that I have been reading random Blogs for the last 30 minutes..... complete strangers! it's like peeping into their world through a tiny tiny little hole, and pretending like you actually know them...... Makes me wonder if anyone does that to my blog..... eh? anyone out there? I'm sure no one reads this thing, but that's ok..... It's probably all the better, because I have probably talked shmack about them at some point in here..... not that I'm a mean person like that, but blogging is how I vent, so that is what ends up here......
I hereby refuse to waste anymore time blogging about my Mika adventures, because the amount of crap involved cannot be put into [decent] human words. But everything is good, really....
Same goes for Amy.....
My vote for Lame Movie of the Day goes to: "2 Weeks Notice"
epitome of cheap romantic comedy....... those movie writing people must earn another million dollars for every funny line they put in the movie that has something to do with how dumb guys are.... anything that will make the chicks laugh and giggle, and eventually cry..... the NotSoLame Movie of the Day: Spaceballs (oh yes)
I suppose that is enough rambling for one nite.....
2:39 AM
Tuesday, December 24, 2002
OK, Santa Claus..... if you are reading this, here's all I want for Christmas: a new life! I just can't keep this one together that well anymore..... and it's not even worth it, this town is so boring.... Don't get me wrong, I'm not depressed or anything..... just bored!
I quote the great Stephen Jenkins of Third Eye Blind - "I know, I know, I know, I know.... I can't keep it all together..."
Come to think of it, he also once said, "If I could bottle my hopes in a store bought scent; they'd be nutmeg, peach, and they'd pay the rent.... and I'd ride a horse, and I'd teach a course.... on how I got to be a star-crossed pimp...."
Oh, the wonderfulness that is 3eb..... 2 months til the new CD!
Whoa, is anyone else sick of all the Christmas music yet? It's everywhere!
Anyone familiar with the www.johnboiles.com messageboards, may already know, but somebody's gonna die!
"hello, my name is rosa and i was in pachy's room dancing in her room listening to britney spears and eating ice cream. pachy showed me this and i saw tyler got on here, and i want tyler to get on me. i was too shy to tell him in person."
People must think that it is fun to wreak havoc on public message boards, by posting messages and saying they are from someone else! Well, hohoho, you're funny! I don't even like Rosa, I don't know where you got that idea!!!!
so, BTW, to anyone reading this, johnboiles.com is the best, go see it!
Painful Realization of the Evening: This computer screen is the only thing that I have to talk to! And I actually think that it cares alot more than some of the world.... ohwell! It sure is a good listener
I am a sad person... goodnite, merry christmas..... I'm off to bed with visions of sugar plums, and fairies, and other unmentionable whatnot in my head.....
11:36 PM
Friday, December 20, 2002
Well, guess who's at my house right now! Yeah, my favorite Rawlinson.... apparently she is pretending to be mad at me..... or maybe she actually is mad at me, she just won't admit it..... I'm about to have to be in a car with her for 4 hours, because we are taking her to Dallas! It's gonna be great.... she won't even talk to me.... I guess it has to do with Amy... and cookies.... and probably something to do with bastards named Erik, who tell her stories that are way misconstrued.... because of bastards named Amy who tell the whole world EVERYTHING about me, and everything that I do
Hah, this is really wierd, Mika is right here talking to me, while I am writing this..... how strange.... I don't think she even knows...... gtg for now! we must talk! more in a while
3:30 PM
Sunday, December 15, 2002
Man, I keep forgetting to update this thing.... my life moves too quickly too be able to keep up, and I realize that so much has happened since the last blog.....
So, only big thing that happened this week was that I got a car! Yep, finally bought the Camaro.... $3000 cash.... yay for me..... it's so nice (not the car itself, but the ability to leave and go wherever I may roam).....
Yeah, I just got off work.... today was great.... I opened with Lisa, the greatest (and hottest) worker at Schlotzsky's..... so we finished everything way early and sat around.... then the rest of the day was sooo slow, so I just went home. It was great....
oh! last nite! Well, yesterday was All Region tryouts, in Tyler.... I did ok, but I should have and could have done much better... 7th chair..... Anyways, when we got home we decided to go to Katieboiles' house.... I mean johnboiles'.... whatever..... It was lots of fun.... just like old times......except minus john.... :( We watched Ice Age, and then part of Grease..... Do we know how to party or what???
Hahaha, Patrick and Paulina are going out again..... so much can happen between these blogs, eh?
Oh yeah, old news: I got a raise.... well, I don't even think it's worthy of being called a raise...... now I'm getting paid peanuts + $.10 an hour.... yeah, $5.15 to $5.25... im gonna be so shtinkin' rich. hoodyhoo.......
Oh yeah, the Mika update: (intentionally blank)
last week of school! woot! and then a dinky 2 week christmas break.... What a rip off! Whoever is reading this, here's what to get me: car CD player, VCR/DVD, cell phone, watch, money, money, money.......
ok?! got it? good....
2:24 PM
Sunday, December 01, 2002
well, it's official. im depressed.... i dont care about anything anymore... notice how i dont even care about capitalization and punctuation? its all i can do to put a space between every word.... all i do now is work at Schlotzsky's and mope around looking for something else to do. what fun..... i would write about what has been going on in my life.... but nothing is going on...... well, i did get first chair, symphonic band, yay me. katieboiles is second, how evil, a freshman...... ohwell.....
im debating on whether or not i should call amy..... hmmm......... naah........ i think that my Rosa problem might be subsiding.... maybe this is a good thing..... i don't have to see her everyday now...... ohwell...... we would have made cute babies....ohman.....
i think im crazy..... next semester i will be taking ap calculus, ap english 3, and ap spanish 5... thats 3 ap classes..... that's crazy... i dont even speak spanish... gah...... im already stressed........ ohwell...... thats all ive got.....toodles
1:06 AM
Thursday, November 14, 2002
oops! Patrick is going out with Paulina now.... disregard the last blog! Yay for him, lucky bastard..... People keep asking me if I'm jealous....no! I wouldn't have gone out with her anyways, so I'm glad that he did..... no biggie.
Guess what? According to everybody else (well, actually just Emily) Amy has labeled us as going out, she just didn't tell me..... so I guess she's going out with me, but I'm not really going out with her... or maybe I just don't know it.... SCREWY! ohwell... I guess that means that I can make out with her, right?? right. how evil..... Perhaps my search has come to and end... I spoke with my dear friend, Kristen today about how much I just need some booty!!! So we are on a quest to get me some.... preferably mexican, but white meat will do....
I still don't have a car! BAH!
I went to SMU to visit. I don't want to go there. That's as simple as it is. Great campus, great place, but still..... nah...
Voy a dormir; adios!
10:38 PM
Sunday, November 03, 2002
Yikes! I went 2 weeks without blogging! Surprise surprise.... that should tell you something about how freaking busy my life is.
Looking back at all the crap from my previous blogging ventures all I have to say is that: It was all just a bunch of crap, and it's OVER now. I hope.... Mika and I talked, set things straight, forgave each other, made up, and made out. And that was that. I told Amy that I can't handle a relationship with anyone, especially her, and that I didn't want to hurt her.... So she tried to be mad at me for a while, but now we're OK, and so I hear from other peoples, if I ever wanted her back, I could get her so easily.... but I don't think I shall.
Oh! We now add a new addition to the "adventure", for your blogging pleasure: Paulina! Man, what a hottie... too bad she's 2 1/2 years younger than me! I think she's completely joking about liking me and Patrick, but maybe she doesn't understand that me and Patrick actually do like her! Ohwell.... her and Patrick should hook up. He can have her... I guess..... He likes her more than I do.... and he really needs a girlfriend... or something of the sort. Was that redundant??? "we now add a new addition...." ? yeah, I think it was.... ohwell
Speaking of redundant, did I mention that Paulina is hot?
And speaking of hot, did I mention Rosa????? Well, I just did.... there's nothing new there..... she's still Mexican, and completely oblivious to how much I stare at her, and I'm still tragically white and completely obsessed........ but not in a bad way!!!! La quiero!
Oh oh.... guess who might be getting a car this week or next week! (... or next month, or whatever....) I promise it won't be worth getting excited about, but I can still pretend.
I decide that I'm not going to college. It's way too confusing, and too much to think about.... and ya know what? If I got a degree, I would probably never even use it! Especially if it's in music! gah..... so much trouble, so much money... who needs it???
Speaking of music, Dane and I wrote a few really good songs tonite. Too bad I don't have a freakin' band!
Speaking of band, I made 4th chair at orchestra! Not that anybody cares, but that's OK..... It's alot better than I was planning on getting, and I beat some people that I usually don't... too bad they only took 3 trumpets for the region orchestra. I'm just the designated loser, a.k.a. "Alternate"
Speaking of loser, that's what I am, because I had nothing to do tonite, and that's why I'm telling my life to a computer screen right now.
On that note; goodnite.
2:03 AM
Saturday, October 19, 2002
Well it's Friday nite, actually Saturday morn and Mika has been here for a while.... and we still haven't found more than 5 minutes alone to talk... but we did try to talk tonite. It wasn't extremely wierd to see her, she does look a tiny bit different though. There's something about her though, maybe its the hair? eyes? everything? that just makes me think that she is and always will be mine! But she's not! And now she probably won't ever be again, and I'm sad! Can you imagine how confused (and scared) I was when I got off the field after half time and saw Amy and Mika talking (and smiling)...? yeah... I think they must be plotting against me... Now, according to Emily "I have neither of them"... great.... that sure does make my life easier, but still..... happy? no. I really want someone to tell me what the hell is going on. So here is where the bullshit begins: Today I hear from Mika that [according to Amy] me and Mika were pretty much completely over/broken up "one week after Mika left". NO! Truth: I still liked Mika, but wasn't completely commited to her (and vice versa), so in my mind I was "single" (although I liked Mika) but not looking for a relationship at all. I was NOT INTERESTED IN AMY a week after Mika left. Not even a month! So, Mika also gave me the impression that "we never broke up". What the DAC?!?!?!?! If we didn't break up when she left (which is completely questionable) then I KNOW we broke up when I got pissed at her for finding out lots of stuff she did that I hadn't known about (see my first blog)..... she even said so! That last sentence is exactly what Mika told me few weeks ago! So now she is saying that I was never single enough to have the right to go out with Amy? NO! I have done nothing wrong, I have every right to do what I have done. Even though I understand a little of Mika's angriness (for "hooking up" with her "friend" after denying that anything was going on between us). When I did get involved with Amy was a week after I decided that I hated Mika and was mad at her and wanted to be over her, and I still hadn't talked to Mika since our "bad" conversation where everything exploded. Man, I will always love Mika, no matter how much I hate her... if that makes any sense....
Anyways, the point is........ well, there is no point, I'm just venting. Patrick and Michael were here for a few hours, just listening to me complain, and be confused and freak out.... but whatever... Patrick knows what's up. And Michael is caught in the middle of it all somehow... stupid. Oh, on top of the rest of my wonderful nite, RyanMorton pulls out a movie for us to watch here, and my Dad refuses to let us watch it because it's rated R. For language; language only! I'm 16! Damnit! If there is ANY possible way for him to ruin my fun, he will find it! Never fails! But what makes me more mad, is that he has to ruin everyone else's evenings too. So, I hope my friends hate him too now.
I don't have time to update on Rosa.... some other time..... and I still don't know what is going to happen. I'm just ready to be thru with it! I can't handle any more. Really. Nada mas. (I was refering mainly to Mika/Amy but I guess Rosa too) I'm so tempted to give up! I just want to tell them both to shut up, apologize, and then go bury myself alive, and never think about it again. I want to start over! Why Nacogdoches, I can't take anymore! Here's my utopia: I would be completely happy with somebody (such as Rosa), not even knowing any other female exists (such as Mika), I would play my guitar all day long, completely free of writer's block, and I would be completely immersed in music and a perfect woman (if that exists). I would also have a really good band that really understands me. I swear there is no talent left in Nacogdoches. Oh - and I would eat Schlotzsky's, Cream Soda, and tons of popsicles all the time.
So. I have to take my sister to the homecoming parade in about 6 hours... then I have to be there by 11.... bedtime? ithinkso
3:33 AM
Tuesday, October 15, 2002
Man, where the heck did I get that stupid "polar bear in Miami" thing??? I'm losing it!
Mika will be here tomorrow! Who knows what will happen.... I'm sure you all will know in a few days, if I ever find time to blog again.
Oh, and thanks Emily for the advice! Moist cake??? Don't wanna know...
Oh and by the way.... I think Rosa wants me.... No, I KNOW that Rosa wants me...
...just have to keep telling myself that!......
10:05 PM
Sunday, October 13, 2002
Well, it sure has been a while. And a whole lot has been going on. First of all, me and Mika are speaking again. Very much. Who would have thunk it? Not me!!! It's very wierd, but we got past all the crap, forgot about most of it, and are now and another awkward not sure about the future and how we feel stage (Mr. Awk....?). Ahh.... I don't know what I'm doing....
Whoa, wierd conversation with Kendra after the game the other nite! Which, by the way, I did get grounded for coming home after 1am and not calling... ohwell! Mostly about her and Jacob, most of it didn't even pertain to us, which is wierd... but nothing is going on there.... that's what we decided after an hour and a half... but it's still pretty wierd... I feel so terrible when we flirt because I knew her boyfriend really well before he moved, and they are still going out....
You know who's really wierd? No, you probably don't unless you work at Schlotzsky's. El se llama Kenneth! Dang, he's annoying... he feels compelled to read every sandwich ticket out like he's the announcer at a Pro Bowling match... "We've got a regular Original with no onioooooooonsssss!!!!!!!!!" gah!
Ok, I have a problem, this Rosa thing is NOT getting any better! If anything it is worse, because now on top of being hotter than a polar bear in Miami, I have gotten to know her, and she's very nice too. Hahaha, she hurt Lindsey somehow in the stands at the football game, and she felt so bad she started crying! Man, I wanted to cry too...
Note to self: Don't "casually date" someone that is obsessed with you, when you only like them a little bit. Tyler just got himself into a big pickle whose name rhymes with Shmamy.
Alright, must go to church now, to overthrow the rascally junior high... the high school is rallying, because we're sick of being outnumbered by munchkins.
Hasta luego
5:04 PM
Sunday, September 29, 2002
So, here's the update on the dance, one person at a time:
Rosa: Was looking extremely hot. Big surprise. But she was all over her nasty mexican boyfriend from Henderson. It makes me so sad! I had to see them together all nite. :( Ohwell.... deep down she knows that she really wants me! Man.... I must get over this obsession! And who knows if she is going camping with us, but I'm still hopin'. Oh, needless to say, we didn't dance (or talk). Enough!
Kendra: Wow, what's the deal? All over me... so confusing. I know she is still completely obsessed with Jacob, but maybe she forgets sometimes... or maybe I'm just imagining stuff, but whatever. I'm not too worried about it. I mean yeah, she's beautiful, and tons o' fun, but I don't "like" her.... But it would be a possibility... She's no big deal though.... Just a little bit confusing!
Emilymorris: Get over him! He's lying!!!! Don't give in! No wonder people think we're going out, she kept gravitating towards me and backin' that thang up....
Amy: Ok, here is where it gets interesting. Everything went great; dinner, my house, the dance, Keri's house... We danced alot (even though she was giving some funny looks to Kendra). So, we go to Keri's house to watch a movie after the dance. Random people, dumb movie, but hey, whatever... Then we're getting ready to leave at 2:30, she says, "Come walk out to my car with me to get some stuff, I need to talk to you." Great. I think it started with "I know you know what's going on, because everyone does, so ya need to quit leading me on, because it's killing me." Yeah... I really don't think I'm leading her on. I actually do like her. But what she doesn't understand is that that doesn't mean that I want to have a relationship with her! I want something in between I guess. I really don't need a real relationship right now. So, I kissed her. Yeah... I don't know why... It just happened.... and it was very nice, but I don't know, it might have made things worse. I just wanted her to know that I'm not just leading her on, and all my flirting isn't just meaningless... Yikes.... I feel like a ho. Waaait, that's because I am one... So, I have to decide what I want to happen, and what I need, then I need to talk to her again... Because I know she is going crazy.
Mika: Of course, was not at the dance (thank God)... but she did call me at 5 right before I went out to eat. So we apologized for our bickering the other nite... I really must talk to her, there are some things I need to know... And we talked (civilly) today also, for a minute. I don't have any clue where this will end up. Really, my future regarding Mika has never been so completely uncertain. I don't even know about tomorrow. I guess that goes with everybody else too... uncertain...
wootwoot Mother has gone out of town for half the week, leaving her car. *does a little jig* And I finally got some hours that I will be able to work this week. And I can't wait to go camping! And I really want Rosa to go... but even if she doesn't, it will still be tons o' fun. Yeah, must do calculus. And catch up on lost sleep. I don't think that 12 hours is enough sleep for an entire weekend...
9:57 PM
Saturday, September 28, 2002
Whoa! So much has gone on since that last blog... Let me fill ya in... I was thinking that it is going to be very interesting to read all of this later, when all of these things are so far behind me. To see how they turned out and everything, ya know?
Ok, I must be insane: I told Perla (Rosa's friend) that I "like" Rosa or whatever. I don't know what I'm thinking... So Perla tells me that Rosa has a boyfriend in Henderson! great.... and they're going to the homecoming dance tomorrow nite. So, maybe I won't be able to dance with her, ohwell.... But she might be going camping with us! woot! Somehow, she got invited to go with her friend from Ecuador who is staying in JohnBoiles's old room who is going camping with me and other people and familys next weekend! That would be waaaay too much fun. I keep telling myself that I'm going to be able to behave.... yikes. She's way too hot. CONTROL!!! And now, on top of that, she is extremely nice too! We have been hablando mucho lately. Anyways... I have no clue where this is going, probably NOWHERE!!!
Can I just say that I am the biggest whore in the world? Well, not really, but I feel terrible for leading Amy on so bad. We were hanging out a while after school, and I was all over her... I dunno what I was thinking, I'm going to make her go crazy. I should stop. Really. But it's alot of fun. And maybe I like her a tiny bit. But that definitely does not mean that I want to go out with her. That would be wierd. And bad. So... the dance is tomorrow.... I'll let ya know how it goes.
Ooh, me and Mika just had some harsh words. Oh my gosh, I hate her so much. And it is the wierdest feeling to hate someone that you thought you loved for 10 months. Doesn't it make you mad when people feel like they have the right to be mad at you for being mad at them? Yeah. I think I have every right, and then some to be frakkin' pissed at her. And I finally get to talk to her a few minutes, and she says she doesn't even really want to talk about our problems, because she has friends over. Ohwell, I was actually gonna talk to her this time. Man, she pisses me off. Haha... I told her all about Rosa... I know that makes her so mad.
Well, tomorrow is gonna be a long day. That's all for now~~~
1:06 AM
Wednesday, September 25, 2002
ONE MORE PIECE OF EXTREMELY GOOD INFORMATION THAT THE WHOLE WORLD MUST KNOW!!!
I am ranked #9 in my class now! woot!
9:56 PM
Just got back from Patrick's house doing a physics "project". We have to make some contraption that we can drop 50 ft with an egg in it, and not let the egg break. Ours involved a large amount of pantyhose... yeah...... We were talking about his problem named Jennifer the whole time. I still think they just need to go out and get over it all. I've only been telling them that for how many months??? Anyways. I realized that anyone reading this might not know Mika, and might think she was just another girlfriend. But, oh no... *I thought* that she was so much more than that. And maybe I wasn't completely wrong. That's what I'm trying to figure out. So when I found out that she isn't/wasn't the person I thought she was it made it so much harder to deal with, because she meant so much to me. It makes me look like an idiot too, not seeing what was going on, and not dumping her after instances like the ski trip and Carlhankypanky.... yeah.... ohwell! This computer screen gives me no consolation.... grr.
I think we figured out homecoming! Amy's friends who can't drive don't want to eat with us, and they want to be by themselves, so today we realized that they do have parents, believe it or not, so they can deal with them, and we don't know them, and me and Amy can actually go on a date (probably with lots of other people though). So, if you are reading this, anyone, rendezvous @ Cinco de Mayo, 5:45pm, Saturday, September 28 2002. That's where I'll be!
Guess who's gonna be livin' on tha streets? YEAH! I lost all of my hours at work this week. EmilyBates gave away my shift tonite, assuming I didn't want to work, my mom made me get off tomorrow nite so I can see the play that my whole family and tons of friends are in, and homecoming is taking up my whole weekend, so I can't work! Gah! Perhaps I shall survive. But I am never going to be able to buy a car. Dane wants to sell me his truck for 6,500... That would be nice, because it would be easier to pay and deal with a friend, but I only have $2000! I'm so glad my parents are so financially supportive... not! At least they feed me....
yeah... speak of the devil, they just got home..... tata!
9:50 PM
Tuesday, September 24, 2002
Well.... Tuesday nite, I have nothing to do!!! No work! No more band! Wow.... I don't know what to do with myself.... maybe I shall blog....
I really don't have that much to say though, except I feel like crap! I am so tempted to stick the vacuum cleaner right up my nose. The boogers will not stop coming!!! Anyways.... All my sniffing got me out of mowing the yard, but I am still gonna have to make a mum for Amy. I have barely even started. Ohwell!
Who knows how homecoming will even work out anyways.... The whole situation is so complicated when people's friends can't drive and stuff... but anyways, maybe it will work.
I have a question:
You are to meet with two brothers. You know that one of them, named Bob, has a very important package for you. Unfortunately, you never saw Bob or his brother, and don't know who is who.
To make the matter worse, one of the brothers is a pathological liar who never tells the truth, while the other never lies. Not only do you not know which is the liar and which tells the truth, but also, you do not know wether Bob is the liar or not.
Upon meeting the brothers, you can ask one short question of either of the brothers (but not both) to establish with certainty which of the two is Bob. (It is possible to do this with a question of four to five words.)
What question would you ask?
I know the answer! hahahahaha.... let that one bug the crap out of ya for a while!
I shall go for now... things to do and such....
more later...
7:10 PM
Sunday, September 22, 2002
it worked!
hey, what is this about emily wanting to bang me????????
and how do you spell viscious?
and who is reading this????
2:36 AM
You know what I was thinking just the other day? I was thinking to myself... "Self; I want to blog." ... so I did.... and this is confusing the crap out of me.
We'll see how this works then.....
It is 2am and I am bright eyed and bushytailed (well, maybe minus the bushytailed part) and I have no clue why..... I just finished watching Dragonfly. Good movie!!! Kinda freaky, but it was great. Did I mention that I watched it all by myself??? Yeah, I have absolutely no friends... Well, at least tonite I sure didn't... but that's OK. Actually I used to have a friend in Arkansas, and I would have called her tonite in the height of my boredom, but I found out the other day that I hate her ass. This "friend" or some might have called her my "girlfriend" turns out to be the biggest whore/mistake in my life. I know that no one wants to hear the whole story, besides most of you know some of it anyways.... But my little heart has just been smashed once again, by my favorite heart-smasher, Mika. Maybe I am just insane, and I enjoy being hurt by her. Or maybe I'm just a dumbass. Whatever it is, I think I am through with that viscious cycle, because it's a little bit rough on the emotions, if you know what I mean... But I finally did give in and talk to her the other nite, because she called me twice while I was at the football game, which by the way was oh so entertaining... So I called her back and she sure didn't have much to say, and I of course didn't either... She did apologize though. Not that I care, that's all she ever does. I will quit complaining now.
I just read Emily Morris's blog... why does it have to be all about me? You should write about yourself in your own blog. And I am not that obsessed with Rosa. Actually, maybe I am... It's pretty bad. Here's the situation: Tyler is a white boy, junior, and trumpet section leader. Rosa is Hispanic, a sophomore, and like 15th chair or something (in Tyler's trumpet section). But she's so freaking hot! Me and Emily were sitting behind her at that wonderful football game the other nite. It was all I could do to control myself! I really want her, but I don't think it is ever going to happen. Ohwell. Yeah, and now I think her best friend "knows" because good ol' Emily told her in "eye language" that I like her. Once again, OHWELL. I thought it was funny when I told my friend Patrick about her the other day, and he thinks that she is hot too! She's all mine, back off!!!
So, what else is going on in my life? Her name is Amy, and we're going to homecoming next weekend. Amy has always been a really close friend, and she has always liked my others friends (story of my life) but now she has decided to obsess over Yours Truly, tylaJ. She is so nice, and tons of fun, and yes, quite hot in my opinion, but there is no way that I can imagine any kind of "relationship" with her. I think she would drive me crazy (as if I'm not already there). Anyways... we shall see how this homecoming works out... Less than a week away, and I still haven't made her mum, or ordered a corsage...yikes.
I now go back to wallowing in my loneliness to watch another movie. I think it's called North. It was 49 cents, so we'll see...
Adios
2:30 AM
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